February 12, 2006

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  11:45 PM (CST) ouch.  i haven't felt that sting in a long time.  I feel like a fool now.  there's obviously nothing I can do, with things literally vanishing before my eyes, so i'm going to bed.    i got nowhere with the notes I'm editing.   I've got work during the day tomorrow and ECM at night - not sure when I'm going to finish these.  I probably need to get in touch with PJ soon to at least let him know that everything went ok and that I'm working as we speak.  Didn't catch him after LG. Concerning the Podcast on Tuesday - I've had several people point out that it's V-Day and so the majority of our cast seems to be indisposed.  Also, I may have to turn the reins over to someone else.  I'm eager to get people involved again in what was obviously a really positive thing for them, but I'm running out of free nights in my week and could really use keeping my Tuesdays free. I feel sick right now.  4 months ago, I had so successfully retreated from this world, it would have been impossible for me to hurt anyone.  Now, I'm right back where I was before, playing kickball with the souls I'm charged and commanded to love like my own.  Command Center, if you're reading this, say a little prayer for me and my caravan of disappointed associates.  I think I'm heading back into the cave. Ciao 10:29 PM (CST) Shoot...I've somehow managed to mess up yet again, and from the comfort of my kitchen table.  It seems like this is all I'm built for.  Eating and hurting people. 9:00 PM (CST) Show up in Joliet went really well yesterday.  Travelling around playing shows is tiring, though.  Didn't get back till about 8AM this morning - had to crash at BC's place in lieu of driving back at 2AM.  Slept two hours, met LK at UAG, then came back and slept another  2 hours before another meeting. Friday was hectic. Had an early meeting, then drove to Chicago to teach.  Got back in around 6:30 and made it to CFC LG.  I've become their official note-taker, so I sat there clicking away on my laptop for 2 hours, ending up with 7 pages that I now need to edit and mail off to PJ. No show next week, thankfully.  Planning on heading up to Chicago.  Gonna do the all-day LOR marathon one of these days too. Baked some bread yesterday...good times.  used up some chicken today.  Things are cookin' now. Ok gotta get to work on these notes.  Ciao Currently Listening Whatever People Say I Am Thats What I Am Not By Arctic Monkeys Currently Listening The Minus 5 By The Minus 5 Currently Listening Hearts & Unicorns By Giant Drag Currently Listening The Greatest By Cat Power Currently Listening The Execution of All Things By Rilo Kiley

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