April 6, 2006

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  10:43 AM (CST) Just lost a post. Took me about half an hour to write. Sad...I'm gonna cry   I'll try to recreate it. Things have been going...pretty bad lately.  I'm still not getting any sleep, and walking around like a total zombie.  things are a mess at work for a whole host of reasons.  The biggest reason isn't really my fault, I suppose, but the other little ones are as much mine as anyone elses'.  Got some hard-to-swallow insights last night from someone far wiser than me; I'm still pretty shaken up.  Which is good.  I need to be shaken up.  Got back from CUCC at about 3:30AM and slept in to get at least a little sleep.  I hope my hair doesn't start falling out. I was asked to speak on the quad tomorrow, which had me stressed all week.  I just found out it may not happen quite the way it was planned, and if so, then what I would have said will be done in written form instead.  So now the prospect of writing has me freaking out. I just found out that Johnnyork has been booked for a show on May 5, which I totally had no idea about.  I'm wondering if it's a typo or something.  I'm freaking out b/c I'm not at work so I don't have access to my work calendar, so I have no idea if I'm even free.  Friday's are normally supposed to be off-limits, and I sorta bent on that for next week since it was a big show, but normally I'm swamped on Fridays.  We have a show next week too, and we've been unable to find a day where we can all practice.  The last few weeks people have been in and out of town, so we haven't been able to get together, and it looks like that'll probably carry over to next week.  Saturday was my free day, but Sunday was everyone elses'...sigh.  Hopefully they get together without me at least and run through stuff.  I've been trying to practice on my own a little. Diamond brought the 4-track to work so I can pick it up, but I had about 2 minutes free yesterday and totally forgot to get it   I'll try today, Smokie, promise.  I'd been working on some songs as far back as 3 months ago, but i never had time to finish them. C-note wrote a song which I could easily do vocals and a melody for, but we've got no time to practice it before our next show.  Hopefully I'll at least get the ones I'd been working on recorded sometime.  Maybe Saturday, since we can't practice. ARGH i have SO much other stuff I need to do too...I need to go get my parents' car registered with me, sell my old car, change my license, and get insurance.  I need to do my taxes.  I need to deposit money into my IRA.  I need to clean up the space next to my house.  I need to somehow dispose of 9 giant bags of yardwaste sitting in my garage... I need a vacation.  Oh I'm getting baptized on Easter, so anyone who wants to come see that, let me know.  it'll be on, well, easter.  haha.  That's one of the few things I'm not stressing about (although I have to go to a class this Saturday night, and I have no idea what that's about).  Good Friday is another story though... my stomach is in knots over that one (actually, you may be able to discern from this post why).  Strokes concert tomorrow, which I'm excited about.  I really need to listen up on the Strokes and Eagles of Death Metal...get myself prepared.  Singing practice tonight, which is also something I'm looking forward to. ugh i'm a wreck.  I'm going to leave it at that and get to work. Ciao Currently Listening Show Your Bones By Yeah Yeah Yeahs Currently Listening First Impressions of Earth By The Strokes Currently Listening Death By Sexy By Eagles of Death Metal

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